Below are the 5 most recent journal entries recorded in amberastro's LiveJournal:

Friday, April 8th, 2005
1:18 pm	hmmm let's see just how well i know myself Name: Amber 1. Nicknames: Bambi, Ambibambibear 2. Your B-Day: 5-13-87 3. Age: 17 4. Sex: Female 5. Where do you live? Humble, Texas (soon to be San Marcos, Texas) 6. What school do you go to? Humble High School, but I graduate may 21 :) 8. Pets: 1 dog 9. Zodiac Sign: Taurus 10. Righty or Lefty: righty -:|:- Your Looks -:|:- 11. Hair color: brown 12. Eye color: Hazel 13. Height: 5'6" 14. Do you wear contacts or glasses? neither, dont need them, my eye color changes enough as it is 15. Do you have any piercings? no, but i want to pierce my tongue 16. If so what do you have pierced? 17. Do you have tattoo? no, but i want one. i want a small frog either on my ankle, my lower right hip, or the back of my right shoulder 18. If so what and where? 20. Do you have a certain fashion you follow: not really, unless theres a specific term for 'whatever the hell i feel like wearing in the morning' -:|:- Just Lately -:|:- 21. How are you today? Stressed, aroused (lol), and feeling damn sexy right now 22. What kind of pants are you wearing right now? softball shorts 23. What shirt are you wearing right now? t-shirt 25. What does your hair look like at the moment? up high off my neck with my shades holdin it back 26. What song are you listening to right now? tv 27. What was the last thing you ate? i succefully cooked myself eggs, bacon, ant toast for the first time ever 28. How is the weather right now? sunny, about mid 70's 30. Last person you talked to on the phone: Dad 32. Last Dream you can remember: had a very interesting one last night, sorta like a flashback of recent occurences but i was able to change things i want to change now -:|:- More About YOU! -:|:- 36. If u were a crayon, what color would you be? dark blue 37. Have you ever almost died? yes, not too pleasant 40. What makes you happy? family, friends, my girl Val, and writing (and at this very second, the fact that i'm flying out to vegas in 2 days!) 41. What is the next CD you'll buy? I don't know off the top of my head, whatever jumps out at me 43. What's the best advice ever given to you? never give up, and always be yourself 44. Have you ever won any awards? geez more than i can count...brains, softball, band.. 45. Do you like to dance? yes, but im not every good at it lol 47. Worst sickness you ever had? well, i was told i had brain cancer awhile back and it turned out to be a misdiagnosis thank goodness...so the worst real sickness ive ever had would be appendicitis 48. What's the stupidest thing you've ever done? i could name a few for that one, but i will just say that i have a tendency to get myself in fucked up situations when it comes to relationships..but i think that in the end it helps you grow and discover yourself, and i have no regrets 49. What's your favorite memory? must i pick? umm id have to say going to nationals with all my softball girlies before things turned bad 50. If you could change one thing about yourself what would it be? that i would stop caring more for others than i do about myself and that i didnt worry so much about everything in my life 51. Where do you shop the most? Pac Sun 52. How many kids do you want to have? 0-2 53. Son's name(s)? Matthew Nicholas, Ryan Antony, or Ethan Scott (i really hope i have a little boy) 54. Daughter's name(s)? Teegan Ariana 55. Do you do drugs, or have you in the past? i have tried weed once, and it was honestely the most disgusting thing ive ever done, so i defintely wont do that again 56. Do you drink? occasionally, normally with people im close to on special occasions..and i have drank when i needed to numb the pain before 57. What kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use? V05 Strawberries and Cream 58. What sport do you hate the most? to watch? golf...i cannot stand to watch people try and get a little ball in a little hole in the ground, and theres no excitement to it 59. What are you most scared of? Not leaving a mark on the world when i die 60. How many TV's are in your house? 3 61. Do you have your own? no 62. Do you have your own phone line? yes 63. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? have them but dont sleep with them 64. Have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone: oh geez, i think it would be easier to ask me what bones i havent broken or sprained before..the combo of being athletic and a clutz doesnt turn out well lol 65. Who do you dream about the most? girls lol 66. Who do you tell your dreams to? depending on the dream..but definitely to people im close to that dont pass judgment 67. Who's the loudest friend you have: Alex 68. Who's the quietest friend: Morgan 70. How many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop? dont have enough patience to find out.. 72. Do you believe in love at first sight? yes, but ive come to find out that timing is everything with love...you can love someone and they can love you and life just doesnt cooperate.. 73. Do you have a girlfriend or boyfriend? yes i do 74. Do you have a crush? oh yea...i think i always will 75. Who is your crush? im pretty sure they know who they are 77. Do you believe that you fall in love with one and only one person in your lifetime? i used to think that..but now i think that there are a lot of people that are compatible with every person, but i do think that some people you can be compatible with and settle down bc its the next best thing to what you really want...like i said before, even if you are completely and totally in love, sometimes you dont get them bc of life.. 79. What song do you want played at your wedding? i dunno yet, depends on the girl 80. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? hmmm..good question lol...id have to say their eyes and chest :) 81. Are you shy too ask someone out? not really shy as much as cautious bc im afraid they're straight lol 82. Who do u want to spend the rest of your life with? that doesnt matter bc not everyone gets what they want and im one of those that wont get it 83. Do you find yourself attractive? yes i do 84. Do you find yourself ugly? nope 85. Do others find you attractive? those who know me do 87. Would you rather make out with J. Lo or Britney Spears? how about neither one lol..i would take mandy moore over both of those at the same time lol 88. What's worse...having your tonsils or appendix removed: well ive only had my appendix removed, so i cant compare them -:|:- Family -:|:- 1. How many people are in your family? 6 2. Brothers/Sisters? (Names, ages, sex) marcus 20, ashley 15, william 14 3. Do you like your parents? not at times, but overall yes 4. Which one do you like better? i like them both equally, but im closer to my dad, shit im just like my dad lol -:|:- ThiS or ThaT -:|:- 133. Lights on/off: off 134. Sun or rain? rain 135. Mickey D's or BK? mickey d's 136. Scary or happy movies better? alone-happy, with a girl-scary 137. Backstreet Boys or N*Sync? NSYNC!! hell yea!! lol 138. On the phone or in person? in person 139. Paper or plastic? plastic 140. Sausage or pepperoni? pepperoni 141. Summer or winter? winter 142. Hugs or kisses? both lol 143. Chocolate or white milk? Chocolate! 144. Root Beer or Dr. Pepper: root beer 145. Glass half full or half empty? nothing in it at all 146. Tape or DVD: dvd 148. Cat or Dog? dogs 149. Mud or Jell-O wrestling: jello, bc then you can lick it all off afterwards :) 150. Vanilla or Chocolate: Chocolate 151. Skiing or Boarding: boarding 152. Day or night: night 153. Cake or pie: pie 155. Diamond or pearl: Diamond 156. Sunset or sunrise: sunset -:|:- Yer FaVes -:|:- 157. Color: blue 158. Food: chinese 159. Fast food: taco bell 160. Candy: milky way 161. Ice Cream flavor: blue bell rocky road 163. Animal: frog 164. Number: 9 165. Radio station: 94.5 the buzz 167. Band: evanessance 168. Song: scars - papa roach and my immortal - evanessance 169. Actor & actress? actor-keanu reeves actress-angelina jolie, michelle rodriguez, eliza deshku, debra messing.....(i could go on forever and ever) 171. Month: May 172. TV show? will & grace / FRIENDS 173. Store: Pac Sun 174. Teacher: Crystal Livingston 176. Board Game: monopoly 177. Saying: life's a bitch & but my lips hurt real bad (Napoleon lol) -:|:- Have you EVER... -:|:- 178. Loved someone so much it made you cry? ohhhh yea Loved someone so much (that you couldn't have) that it made you pray? pray to what? i dont pray.. 179. Drank? yea 180. Ever gotten dumped? havent really gone through the typical breakup where they actually tell you its over, but yea ive been let go before... 181. Broke the law? hell yea, just never got caught :) 182. Ran from the cops? nah the cops run from me haha 185. Made yourself throw up? no i hate throwing up 186. Been in love? yes...i have loved many girls, but once and only once have i actually been in love with one..and i dont think it will ever really go away, i just gotta learn to live with the fact that im not getting her no matter what.. (Comment on this)
Thursday, April 7th, 2005
7:02 pm	testing *taps microphone* testing testing 1 2 (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 3rd, 2004
8:55 pm	America the Beautiful.... Lovely convo I had with my friend in FL not long ago...I am at a lost of words now...I don't know what to say, do, or think anymore...all I can do is pray for America...this convo pretty much says everything else I believe (my s/n is XcutejuicyfruitX, my FL buddy is the other one)...Hope all of you are praying...G'night... XcuTejUicYfrUitX: im moving to canada penguinsevilpawn: lol, i think i'm joining you, though it hasn't all sunk in just yet, i'm still more mad than anything else XcuTejUicYfrUitX: well im still furious XcuTejUicYfrUitX: and im still thinking bush won FL bc of his bro being there XcuTejUicYfrUitX: bc i had heard from many ppl and sites that kerry had it won and then all of a sudden bush had it penguinsevilpawn: well there were a bunch of the exit polls that were biased, and i'd like to believe that bush cheated, the margin between the 2 was too great, if it had been like last year and it was only about 500 votes deciding it, i'd be more skeptical, though he still deserves to burn in hell XcuTejUicYfrUitX: yea he does XcuTejUicYfrUitX: i watched kerry's concession speech in class this morning XcuTejUicYfrUitX: i started crying among a few other ppl, including the teacher XcuTejUicYfrUitX: thats the most liberal class i have XcuTejUicYfrUitX: i fuckin hate it penguinsevilpawn: aww, i'm sorry babe, but we only watched a few minutes of it, and i couldn't really hear cause the guy in front of me was saying that he won to spite me, but i haven't gotten to the point where i can cry about it, like i said it hasn't sunk in yet XcuTejUicYfrUitX: yea well its def sunk in for me XcuTejUicYfrUitX: and my rents... XcuTejUicYfrUitX: uggggggggghhhhhhhh XcuTejUicYfrUitX: they had a preacher from a local chruch call me and try to get me to go to church tonight XcuTejUicYfrUitX: i was like wtf? XcuTejUicYfrUitX: my own f-in rents r turning against me penguinsevilpawn: god damn, i'm sooo sorry sweetie, that sounds like hell XcuTejUicYfrUitX: yea well XcuTejUicYfrUitX: wut can u do? XcuTejUicYfrUitX: You will feel this election every time you walk in a National Park or Forest and it is just a bit smaller. You will smell it with every breath of dirtier air. You will hear it in every anguished cry of the partners across America denied equal rights to love whom they choose. You will spend it every time you fill up your car with more expensive gas. You will see it every time you see an elderly person working at McDonalds because their prescriptions are too high and their SSI too low. You will taste it as your food becomes continuously more tainted by chemicals and GMO's. You will buy it to jump start the economy after the next terrorist attack because of the message we sent them today. You will feel it every time you are slapped in the face with Christian ideals even if you don't think god had anything to do with this. You will touch it with every tear that rolls down a mothers face as her son comes home in a box. You will hear it in the words of hatred shouted by the rest of the world because they could excuse the first time as a mistake but this time we chose this. You will hear it in the words of hatred shouted by the rest of the world because they could excuse the first time as a mistake but this time we chose this. You will experience this election in every fabric of your being from this day on. penguinsevilpawn: wow, that's really amazing, where'd you get that? penguinsevilpawn: from* XcuTejUicYfrUitX: my friends LJ XcuTejUicYfrUitX: its good isnt it? penguinsevilpawn: hell yeah it is, it gave me chills XcuTejUicYfrUitX: i know me too XcuTejUicYfrUitX: im scared to death of wut our country will turn into XcuTejUicYfrUitX: bc of one man penguinsevilpawn: the rest of his administration too, don't give cheney any less credit than he deserves, he's just as much of a bastard XcuTejUicYfrUitX: yea i know he is XcuTejUicYfrUitX: i dont think its coincidence that he worked for haliburton, the leading oil related business in america and our own soldiers r being told that they r in iraq for oil XcuTejUicYfrUitX: http://story.news.yahoo.com/news?tmpl=story&cid=1896&ncid=1896&e=5&u=/nm/20041103/us_nm/election_canada_haven_dc_1 penguinsevilpawn: yeah, not to mention what he's doing to his daughter by not opposing what bush is proposing with this amendment XcuTejUicYfrUitX: exactly penguinsevilpawn: i hate this whole situation, and while i love america, it's being ruined XcuTejUicYfrUitX: america will be ruined XcuTejUicYfrUitX: like that thing said, the world can excuse the first time bush was in office as a mistake but electing him again, isnt XcuTejUicYfrUitX: we're all going to die bc of him, either literally or bc our needs arent being met XcuTejUicYfrUitX: the only ppl that will prosper r the ones with the money and the status XcuTejUicYfrUitX: if america isnt blown off the map by the rest of the world, then the only ppl that will "survive" will be the ones who dont need the help to survive XcuTejUicYfrUitX: the ones that already have the money to survive XcuTejUicYfrUitX: not the ones who need the opportunity that ppl come to this great country for XcuTejUicYfrUitX: we're no longer a nation that looks after all its ppl's needs...its becoming a game of "survival of the fittest" - Darwin's lovely theory of evolution... penguinsevilpawn: yeah, i know, it's such a horrible situation, i feel like i'm drowning, i hate this penguinsevilpawn: yeah, exactly XcuTejUicYfrUitX: we r drowning and theres nothing we can do about it XcuTejUicYfrUitX: we're no longer progressing like we need to be, we're being gradually overtaken by those that have the power to take over america and make it their country and go to war to take over the world XcuTejUicYfrUitX: and they will one day if someone doesnt do something to stop it XcuTejUicYfrUitX: and we had our chance, but too many other americans r too nieve and too brainwashed by the government that is supposed to look out for us that is in reality our enemy, and they have given them more time to do it XcuTejUicYfrUitX: we had our chance, and we'll pay for it penguinsevilpawn: as much as i'd like to make a crack about your opinions being bleak, i know you're right, it scares the hell out of me too, there really is nothing we can do now either, he can do so much damage in the 4 years we've just given him XcuTejUicYfrUitX: yea i know it XcuTejUicYfrUitX: but the sad part is that the only reason he won is bc he has done a hella good job at convincing the american ppl of his "moralistic" reasonings behind wut he does...and 2 bc democrats r outnumbered drastically by republicans - they just keep reproducing penguinsevilpawn: lol, yeah, the perfect american families, with their so-called moral values in tact, and passing them on and on, he's good at the bs that got him elected XcuTejUicYfrUitX: yea well their "moralistic values" r hypocritical, just like their claim to christianity...they say homosexuals will burn in Hell and thats y we're not being given the right to marry, when they really have no right to say whether or not we have that right to start off with... penguinsevilpawn: i know, so much for our constitutional right to separation of church and state, i mean, it's not like that pesky little document should get in the way of their blind hypocriticism XcuTejUicYfrUitX: they will go to Hell for brainwashing entire countries to gain power and money penguinsevilpawn: yeah, most likely, or if we have any luck penguinsevilpawn: though after this last election, i'm not sure we do Current Mood: indescribable Current Music: ""If I Ain't Got You" Alicia Keys (Comment on this)
Monday, November 1st, 2004
12:05 am	Halloween YAY!!!!! Halloween was a blast...but then I think about it and it's now Nov 1, meaning i have exactly 1 mth for schoalrships...grrrrr....wut am i gonna do? (Comment on this)
Friday, October 22nd, 2004
7:55 pm	Life Sux I'm lonely, depressed, and don't have a clue wut i want in life....loving every second of it let me tell ya... Current Mood: depressed Current Music: "wonderful" Everclear (1 Comment |Comment on this)